One of my favorite published poets (my cousin) wrote 5 poems to my
boy Sadhu when my boy passed to heaven exactly at this time last year.
Waited a year to share this poem.
My boy, son, doggie son, best friend, my inseparable, my everything, went to heaven ecxactly at this time last year 05/18/2014 at 3:45 am.
It's seems to me the longest year of my life. I know he's better than doing great in heaven but I can't stop from missing him. Holding him, kissing his big nose, going for runs etc...
My unconditional love is safe in God's hands. <3
'SADHU’S SONG'
<3
by Carlos Martínez Villanueva.
He speaks when entering the rooms
and heat burns the eyelids
Not wanting to wake because the odor of your skin has left
Remembering your name is like swallowing glass.
Twisted coiled screaming at the point of cursing
and at the instant of killing myself ripping off bird winds, hearts and flowers
returns my days of your sweet song of sighs
Your hands rub my soul with the sweetest tenderness
and there for I live
As my dog smiles and lights up the world when telling me, I love you.
The Sun turns into a black spot knowing you’ll never return
Burnt shells falling when you’re being taken
and darkness winning over life’s kingdom
as shadows almost cover my human heart.
That’s why those fucking cursed Angels took you
Allow me to offend them to calm my rage
The sky needs you so it’s blue won’t turn gray
So it's good awakening dreaming your smile.
Being held by the night like a damn shadow
sadness slowly rips out my teeth and nails
I say your name ‘Sadhu’ and the taste of honey calms my lips
Happy am I to recall your laughter. <3
