I'm paralyze in grief! </3 </3 </3
How can my heart keep beating when it's shattered in a Trillion pieces?
To never look into my son's sweet eyes again while on this planet.
My SON you are my everything and you've returned in the hands of God. 
No one sees you like I do only you're mama.

I composed and played this piano piece for my boy Sadhu when he was a puppy all happy chasing butterflies and hummingbirds in our front yard.
Back in the days of very happy and peaceful-times.
His piano piece is really called 'Piano Lullaby for Sadhu'.
My boy was next to me in my studio when I wrote and recorded his piano piece.

http://richiebugatti.bandcamp.com/track/piano-lullaby-for-my-dog-2

I was listening and studying so called the new Michael Jackson 'Xscape' album.
Producers L.A. Reid, Timbaland, Rodney Jerkins, Stargate, & John McClain trying to capture MJ's GENIUS, Yeah Right! 
And JT is not MJ.
In my opinion these talented producers failed to capture MJ's raw edge that only MJ had.
Though there's good songs in it I did not like the 'Xscape' album because it's missing MJ's edge and genius! Nice try though. 
This new 'Xscape' album would have captured MJ's talent if MJ himself would have seen this project through from beginning to end.
Very shocked that Jermaine Jackson agrees with me! DANG!!!

Haha! 

I had a dream I was Fred Astaire dancing with Ginger Rogers to a original swing time piece I composed for my BIG BAND orchestra 1930s STYLE!
I woke up feeling great!!! =)))
Fred Astaire is the most BADASS dancer ever but Ginger Rogers was more so bc she had to keep up with him in heels and dancing backwards!